Why you don’t understand

My heart is a web
Made of vein
And because of this web
I can never explain

What am I thinking
And what do I feel
I can promise so much
But can’t make it real

My heart has a leak
It has never been hard
And because of this leak
I can never move forward

Cause what am I worth
And what will I do
If I can’t even say
Say things to you

My heart is a maze
It goes wrong every step
But you know if I could
I would give you the map

But that’s not an option
And you’re knowing why
Everything I say to myself
It is all just a lie

So how could you understand
If I do not understand too
But once I figure it out
The answer will be for you