i miss how good it felt
how familiar it was
to tug your hair to the side
to feel your smile on my lips
and to get you a coffee while you were still asleep
to think about you when I’m in class
to kiss you on the automatic stairs
to hold your hand proudly into mine
mostly i miss how happy i was
and how proud i was to be with you
it’s a month further and i still miss you
i still love you
even when you’re gone
and you’re not mine
i’ll always be yours